Red storm in my veins when I saw you with her
You couldn't imagine how much I've hurted
Cold voice at my ear few minutes later
Your screams weren't anything more than a whisper
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Red storm in my eyes when I saw you above me
I couldn't imagine you would hurt me like you did
Cold blood on the snow, I would try not to feel
Why do I have to breathe louder than I scream
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Just get through this moment, I'm sick and broken
Why you look so upset when you make me bleedin'
The only day I wished so hard to be stronger
Head on the ground I wished to be six feet under
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It seems that your hits follow the movements of my heart
Everything is quiet now, except you and I
I can't see anything more than your eyes in the dark
I'm feeling faint with anger and hanging on to life
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Why can't you stop ripping and tearing my chest
Why can't you ear me as loud as I breathe
Why can't you let me have some release
Let me sleep
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You grasped my arm and I fell beside your hate
Now I won't see your glistened eyes upon your face
Anymore more than a wound when you told you loved me
Any sudden whisper you've found in my suffering
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Anywhere I go I hope I won't see your shadow
I grew up you won't gloat when you'll see me now
Blood isn't good anymore to be swallowed
I can't hear you screams anymore...